So, school had been givine me a hell lotsa crap, academically wise and non academically wise.
I mean, look, the teachers keep on bugging us to do our homeworks and study study study, but how the hell are we suppose to study with all this fucked up shit coming up? like, come on..

Anyway, studies had been giving less problems recently, oh well. I hope iwill really do well for o's.

okay, my O level chinese's on the 1st of july, so,
I must speahk gud china* in super cheena accent.

wtf
lol k take care people.

hello, yes i know the blog's almost dead.
Well, things'd been happening lately, and i could hardly take a breath, which explains me not blogging as often as before.
Oh well, anyway, some updates,
- Yes it's over.
- I broke 2 pairs of sticks so far since last saturday.(don't ask why)
- I finally did my biz homework -.-
- I think i lost some weights.
- I became much more emotional at times, i guess.
- I always felt as though i'd only slept for 3 mins everynight. No dreams.
- Last but not least, i'm finally updating my blog.
lol. What the hell.
anyway, I gotta go rush out the piano scores for some speech day concert. I don't know why i even agreed in doing it. Man.
k. See you guys soon.
Take care everyone.
nights.

So, it's over.
















and this time it was me.
sorry.

thing's had been going out of hands.
It's getting out of control, too much for me to handle.
I'd tried ways to fight it, it just kept failing.
It's like a long battle, and i kept on losing the fight.
Give up? I thought of it days ago.
But wait, do i give up so easily? No.

But wait, can i handle it? No.

So, what should i do?
Jump off the building and die?
chop my hands off, no more drumming?
Throw all my books away, no more studying?

Or just simply, fight on.
It's a harsh decision guys, a very harsh one.

i'm facing a big emotional rollercoaster. Huge one, One which made me lose things which i have months ago. Fucked up Studies and time management are defintely two huge push factors to all these.

Tell me, how? Teach me what to do, because i myself don't know.




and no, it's not about her.


Anyway on a brighter note,
IT'S 11th MONTH WITH NADINE HASHBROWN TOMORROW!.
Sorry honey, for not being able to spend time with you tomorrow, blame the dumb camp, actually, blame me, for not being stupid to join it, not considering my lousy grades and stuff.
oh well. I love you. Sorry for being emo nowadays. I still love you as much.

holy crap, i regretted leaving my drumsticks in school.
Because, now i am itching to touch a drumstick so badly. Blame all those drumming videos on youtube. haha.

anyway, i'd decided on something. From next week onwards, this fucked up electronic device over here which always seduce me from studies shall be kept away with my auntie, and taken back only on friday night and the rest of the weekend.
goddamnit man. lol.

Alright, so life have been smooth recently, except this lil moment of fucked up. But, it's solved, so, yeah.
hahaha.

and i really really want to touch a drumset now. shit.

hey, alright, i don't know what to blog, so,

WHATSSUPP GUYS!

okay, uh, things'd been smooth going recently.
Not a lot of bad stuff, but neither is there any good stuff.
I think, i'm starting to get my freedom. It's like, for my previous holidays, i can barely step out of my house just like that, but now I CAN!
hahahaha.
okay i need to get myself a drumset.
SPONSERS ANYONE?
second hand will do too;D
hahaha.

alright, take care people.
study hard, fellow sec 4 maties!
hahaa.
k
nights.

i love you honey. Get well soon. Don't tell mom that i let you have fried spring roll, and almond pudding. shh.<3

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