low wei xian
i guess it's just another big misunderstanding..
well i hope it is..
yes i admit it's my fault that i had say that i dun give a damn about any trouble you got urself into after you comes into my sch..yeah that's my fault.
i didn't say it on purpose..i said it because i am very angry too with the way you answered me.
i jusst asked you why you look at them ..
and you replied" WHY NOT ? THIS IS A FREE COUNTRY! I CAN LOOK AND POINT AT WHO I WANT TO!"
you know..this sentence will get you into alot of troubles...
it's not like primary school..letting you play around..act as though woo i am the biggest of all..
secondary school gives you no chances to mess around..
i guessed i'd changed the day i went into outram..i know..i know what will happen if i dun change..and look at me..i didn't get into any trouble(as far as i can remember none)
i need you to understand..i want you to understand..mind the way you talk..people ask you things nicely, answer them nicely..this time it's me you are rude to..yeah it is always me whom you and brother is rude to..hey..look..i'm ur brother..big brother..how am i suppose to respect you when you don't respect me in the first place?
please..you say you're 13..big enough to think what's right and wrong..i'm 15..15 years old girl..been through tons and tons of troubles..and now i got myself into another one involving the family and the friends..and i am trying to get this mess done..
i hope you can understand yeah..
and another thing..
nadine doesn't hates you..you're the one whom hates her..it's you yourself whom told me..
yeah all of you don't allow her..cause i am siding her ..
like wait till you get ur boyfriend man..
you will know how painful it is..to choose whether to side love, or family..
i am thinking...i am being fair..
it's either i side none, or i side both..things are not how you think it is..
i don't know why you hate her..just don't
why can't everyone get along well and nothing happen?
please...she doesn't hates you..trust me..
go think about it...
please please apologise for whatever you wrote in ur blog..for all the effing here effing there..not to her..to me..cause..i am utterly disaappointed in you..more than you're in me..i just anyhow made a remark because i'm angry..and now it's published on ur blog..
how cool eh..
just read and think about it sister.
i don't want anymore things to happen.
i'm beggingyou this time

I AM HIGH AND I LOVE IT!

wooooooooohoooooooooooooo
my new phone's so damn AWESOME MAN..
lol...
anyway...
had a great day yesterday..
after co went to jamming..
omg jamming was a blast..
you can't belive how well we did yesterday man..hahaha...
maybe it's because of the change of rooom..lol...feng shui you know..haha...
well well...
after jamming went to tim's place...
hanged around for a while..then realise that we were late for the concert..so chiong all the way to uhm dover mrt?lol..yeah met shaun and then went in..lol..
yeah the concert was a BLAST.
WOAH!..
hahahaha...
congrats all bandies..haha

woooooooooooooo~
FINALLY GOT A NEW PHONE AND IT KICKS ASS TOO..
NOKIA 5610 express music...
wooooooooo
hahaha...
but damn it's the same as josh's so..=\

I'm SORRY=[

i know i shouldn't have went with my dad..
and went to ur place instead..
but..they wanted me to go..and it's like rare..
but i wanted to go to ur place too..
family and you..
i got myself deep into this dilemma..
so so deep..
when i finally went over it and chose you,
they didn't let me go...
so i had no choice..but to follow them unwillingly..
to tell you the truth,
i didn't want to go in the first place...
i was thinking of you the whole trip...
seeing couples together everywhere just makes me felt so empty and lost..
how i wish you were there too...
how i wish..
when i called ur house, and ur brother said you're sleeping, i felt bad..
you shouldn't be sleeping..
you should be smiling with me at the staircase..
but..
it's all my fault..
i didn't cherish this day again..like how i did for the past few ani.
honey,
i am really really very sorry
forgive me, will you?

IT HAS BEEN 4 GREAT MONTHS...
SINCE I AM WITH THIS STUBBORN LIL PRINCESS OF MINE..
WHOM I LOVE SO MUCH..
I LOVE YOU BABY=]
HAPPY 4 MONTHS=]

We'd done so much..
until there's nothing to do anymore..
we'd gone through so much..
until we knew each other so well
we'd love so much..
until we can't love any further anymore cause it's the maximum..
we'd laugh so much..
until we we tear..
we'd gone crazy so much..
until we start laughing whenever we look into each other funny faces..
we'd hold each other so much..
until we can't let go..
we'd been so long..
until we knew each other so well..
i love you, now, future, and forever=]

baby i promise i shall never leave.
i love you my most stubborn, pretty, cute, innocent lil princess=]

WOAH!
finally i get to use my internet..
omg la..
my house phone line were kinda screwed=\

nvm..anyway had a super duper great day today..
super super duper great day..yeah...
wooooooooohoooooooo...
alot alot of good things happened today i guess..well..yeah..
haha..
in the morning went to her house..halfway on the bus got damn stomachache..plus my belt buckle fell off...thus causing great embrassement to fix it in the bus with a indian bald guy sitting beside me?haha..
yeah...then got offf at opposite great world's bus stop..then straight away chiong to great world 's toilet..yeah..
then went to get mac for honey and myself..then headed to the staircase=]
haha..
spent almost the whole morning at the staircase..did nothing..
slept?
sudoku?
diaried?
ate?
hahahaha...then afternoon mom to be, dad to be, granny to be, and lil brother to be went to the immigration place to have dunno what done..so it left with me, wife to be, sean, and granddad to be at her place..so went in la duh..yeah..her house were as messy as usual..and granddad's cooking were superb..yeah...then watch tv, use com, bedded?, guitared, and many many other things...woooah...wooooooooooooooooooooooooah....uhmm...uh huh.
well well..left at around 6+++..cabbed home..haha..yeah that's all i guess?
lol...
yeah...
so take care people=]
gonna upload the pictures next time i am free alright=]
take care=]

i dunno whether what i did was right or wrong..
but i guess everything was still fine now right?
i enjoyed it alot...and i guess you did too?
well well..i love you=] take care=]
sorry if it was you know...>.<

Time management is just what i need to do well....

i'd this lil lecture done by my dad in the car on the way back just now..
somehow..it got me..
i didn't realise it all along until i really think deep about it..
i'd this lack of TIME MANAGEMENT.
You know..i realised that i am always late..as in..for my family side..
i haven been punctual except for some special occasion..
and it kinda give people a bad impression..
so..
I MUST CHANGE!
From today onwards, i shall be on time no matter where i go..under what circumstances.
i shall give myself 15 spare mins to reach..in any time i exceed the 15 mins, even it's 1 second, i will take out 2 bucks from my own pocket, and put it in my dad's..for his lunch..he hadn't been having lunch properly i think..cause of my house money stuff..so..being a bad son to him.. i must change..
if i dun do this, it only shows that i am not a man of my word..and IM NO MAN!
lol...

had a great day today..except for the trip home..went to sch today..had breakfast with dad..he's so damn funny..telling me funny stuff at his workplace( IN A VERY FUNNY WAY) haha..and then went to schoool for tests..english and science..well well..then after that had chinese orchestra prac..attendance is poor too=[ come on guys...then after that left halfway for band photoshoot session..went to joshua's place to meet him first..then went to meet honey at the canel there..then went to outram mrt to meet timo and shaun..yeah...then went to tiet studio..yup..jam a lil..then 5 onwards had our pictures and videos done...yeah..then left the studio hang around people's park then left for jjoshua's house because i need to go get my bag..yeah...then sent nadine back home..omg..it'd been long..since we walked in the night..her eyes looks especially attractive at night for some reason..and she look very very gorgeous...omg..ain't i a lucky dude..haha..yeah then went home la..yup

yeah okay that's all i guess..can't wait for the next jamming session..hahaah take care everyone=]

dad: sorry for letting you down..i promise to improve on everything from now on..and thanks for all those lectures..taught me alot..take care..and please have your lunch on time if you get to see this..and yeah i am still with nadine..just to be frank with you..dun worry i am big enough to think..take care

her: i just found out that i really really can't live w/o you..is like the end of the world for me if you're not there anymore...soo please baby, dun dun leave me=]i love you alot..and i really really got worried jsut now because you didn't missed call me when you reach home..hahaha..anyway...yeah i am talking to you now..i love you alot=] take care alright=]

SHOES- WITH - HOLES: THANKS FOR THE GREAT DAY GUYS.. and i praised you guys in front of my dad just now=] hah..im just stating the fact..haharock on guys

this's joshua encouraging deepak. soo encouraging.i seriously need one too.
lol


you know when people say stuff to say your bad which shaun and i have gone through alot.
it sucks so effing bad.
but you. nobody says that and people actually say your good.
but still until so cham.
i know i sound corny
but dude we believe in you
but you must believe in yourself first
i mean it as a bandmate but i mean it as a friend too
just don't think too much about it okay ?
we're all here for each other
shoes with holes is not just a band
we're all friends
we're all brothers
we're all family
we're all here for each other
okay dude?
and we're not just a punk rock band
we're a everything band
shaun and i get complains alot too
but we don't let it get us down
esp me.



joshua,
i need this too=]
WELL DONE DUDE!
hahahahahaha

wooooooohoooooo..
shoes with holes are finally going to take professional pictures and videos tomorow=] at TIET STUDIO! wheeeeeeeeeee...and honey's gonna be the professional PHOTOGRAPHER.
let's hope she do well.well well...hahaha..opps=\ sorry honey=]


ahaha well had math and social studies ca today morning...
damn studied science early in the morning just to find out that i am taking ss and math..walau..totally didn't expect it..
haha..was like..wth man..comfirm die..and really died..shan't elaborate alright..hahaha...
yup...hope that i do well..since i promised mr and ms wong to..lol...

yeah then after ca went to chinese orchestra lo..omg..so lil people???wtf???kinda disappointed i guess..but well well...hahaha..
yeah...practise practise practise..

then after prac a lil complication and confusion..then after everything settled all returned to normal again..hahaha..went to BLOCK 56 TELOK BLANGAH HEIGHTS NEAR THE SOCCER COURT haha to pick honey up..yeah..cabbed there...put down bag..went to play soccer with wailoong and vinod..haha..yeah then went to vivo with nadinehoney cheyenne and andre..yeah..haha so funny andre..lol..yeah...then vivo-ed...went to play piano with cheyenne at the yamaha music hub in best..then nadine and andre went to play some games i think..felt so bad=[ sorry honey=[ well then after that they went home me and honey went to great world..yeah ate mac..then walked around for a while.and she was extra sweet today again..WOOO!! hhahaha then took the long way back to her home...then staircase...then she sent me to the traffic light..then went home la..yup

that's all for today i guess..
can't wait for jamming and picturing tmr...
bye everyone=]

... I AM THANKFUL ...


FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE

FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFABEING A COUCH POTATO,BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHESBECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY B CAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED .

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVEBEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANSI HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANSI AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXINGBECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME .

FOR ALL THE COMPLAININGI HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENTBECAUSE IT MEANSWE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. .

FOR THE PARKING SPOTI FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKINGAND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH
TRANSPORTATION .FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL BECAUSE IT MEANSI AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCHWHO SINGS OFF KEY BECAUSE IT MEANSI CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING BECAUSE IT MEANSI HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLESAT THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEENCAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFFIN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

i sunddenly realise that there's actually so many things that i must be thankful for.

so so so many things...that i am feeling bad that i actually complained so much..

i shall never ever complained UNNECCESARY ever again=]

hahahahh

hey.
hhahaha haven been updating lately.well well..lazyness..and tiredness i guess?
haha..yeah moe leadership camp was a blast..so shiok man..ahaha..
well a lil recap on it i guess..hah.
yeah first day went to labordor adventure camp for outdoor leadership training..yup..had lotsa lotsa fun, met lotsa lotsa lotsa new friends, and freaking played captain's ball with a raw chicken?hahahaha..
second day was borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrring...
lectures letures and lectures..super super sleepy man..but still learnt something out of it..yup.
haha..
uhm uhm..
third day..yes it was the third day which brought the whole camp up to the climax! CLIMAX!
whooooooooooooooooo..
hahaha..learnt how to conduct from major tay..super super exciting i tell you..
and then during sectional was voulunteered by my fellow percussionist to conduct the wind and percussion sectioin? i was like.. HELL NO MAN...but still no choice la..so went up..woah damn shiok..haha..all the pro under me..woooooohooo..hahaha..was a great feeling luh..yup..
then after lunch went back for combined practise and conducting masterclass..omg was asked by major tay to go up to try again, now with the WHOLE WHOLE orchestra..omg..it's like...woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooah..hahaha..but went up in the end..cause of experience earlier on..did pretty well i guess? at least i can swing the baton NICELY.hahaha...and of cause earned myself the top three conductor of the camp=]whoooooooooohooo...hahahahaha...yup=]

ok that's all=]
today went to vivo to meet up with my dearest commitee members to discuss bout camp stuff..hahaha..first time conducting the meeting..omg..haha..and then cabbed down with chris to our girlfriend's place..yes it's just one road away from nadine's and pamela's..hahahaha...
okok..gtg..byebye=]

this entry is just for you, yes YOU
the one whom made me smile for the past 3 months and 19 days and 23 hours=]
the one whom was by my side when i was down, all emo, cheering me up always=]
the one whom made my smile into thin air on the phone, looking dumb and retarded=]
the one whom made me kiss the phone so much like some idiot=]
the one whom trust me so much=]
the one whom talked me to sleep when i can't=]
the one whom i talked bedtime stories to until i got tired too and feel asleep=]
the one whom got me so in love with until i can forget about everything just for you=]
the one whom made me love you with the breath, the smiles, and the tears i got in my life=]
the one whom i spoilt on so badly that i can't stop spoiling you=]
the one whom accompany me after school everyday=]
the one whom spent time with me at the old dirty lil staircase=]
the one whom donated her first kiss to me=]
the one whom made me love her so much=]
the one whom loves me so much=]

thank you for everything honey.
i am really gonna cherish you , take care of you, and loves you with all i'd got,
my one and only honeybaby=]=]

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
i dreamt abt u

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
LOL

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
HAHAHA okay

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
WTH?

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
YAYA

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
i dream that

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
ur report book

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
my name appears three times

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
at all the comments

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
LOL

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
wtn?

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
haha

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
they say after u noe me. then u improve alot

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
REALLY

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
omg

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
one comment is wad

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
that's so not true..

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
hahahaha

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
after he n tracy mixes, his studies has improve tremedously.

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
he should mix more with tracy instead of nadine

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
HAHAHAHAHA

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
SERIOUS LEH

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
okay i am ggonna blog about it

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
haha

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
commetns

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
frm miss wong

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
hahahah

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
yayta

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
okay

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
ms wong=\

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
ya

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
mrs looi

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
n one more unknown cher

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
i dunno who

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
=(

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
whywhy =/

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
?

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
omgggggggggg

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haha

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
oh ya

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
the teacher

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
praise tim too

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
say u mix with me n tim

[c=#6BAB3D]~lowweihao~SHOES WITH HOLES~ SHOESWITHHOLES are part of UAN artiste management says:
wth man seriously wth

[15] so its you ; im shocked. says:
HAHAHAHAHA


hahahaha..
i swear that people had been dreaming of me lately..many people..weird dreams...omg..
i need a dream interpreter..
hahaha..
yeah i am at my mom's cause auntie's using my laptop upstairs..soo...
yeah..
haahaha..
gonna have a great day ahead..cause it started out good=]
alright..
maybe blog again later..chris is coming over to discuss the camp stuff before bringing it to the commitee meeting on thurs=]OH AND REMINDER ALL COMMITEE MEMBERS THURSDAY 8/11/07 DEEPAVALI 12.30@ HARBOUR FRONT CONTROL STATION~

okay..alright..well well..takecare everyone..
bye bye=]

imissyoualot=]
iloveyoualot=]

yo what's up=]
my previous blog was kind screwed up..
and my daily horoscope reads that i need to do a lil change in life..
and i am getting sick of the past...
sooo..
HERE YOU GO!.
A BRAND NEW WEIHAO!!
hahaha not really brand new but well well=] still as adorable and cute as before*puke*
lol....
okay...
update more alil next time..
had a great day today at HOME.
hahahaha..
okay..
bye people=]good night=]


i love you baby=]never leave me alright=]

WEIHAO CHANGED BLOG!
OMG!
HAHA.