i need to study.
i just talked to shaun and josh, about me studying for o's , or rather, still slacking for o's.
i just realised how slow i am, in it.
i jsut realised everyone else worried so much about me, and yet, i'm still slacking like no one's business.
i just realised how it feels like, getting empty promises. and yet i'd been giving them to so many of you.


and i needa change.
this time, for real.

i need to stop slacking.
i need to stop giving empty promises.
i'm sorry, for giving them to you guys.
Phish rockets, one more chance, will i get it?

this's what josh and shaun said to me.
i'll put them separately so it'll be easier.


JOSHUA:
study hard lah,

your fucking O's eh

later if you have to retake how
you tell me how
thats where you'r gonna go if you continue man
you need good results to get the course you want
at least around 12 points ard there eh
that means A2s still
in order to have a good chance to get in
you're gonna be fighting for your place in the course with many other people

whats more a lot of ppl with jc results opt for poly
your competing with A students
B's are never gonna cut it man
now i want you to do something
go take your ca results and calculate and see how many points you have
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lowweihao~PHISH ROCKETS says:
30 plus
hello i'm josh the nerd says:
you see

if you carry on
you're going to ITE
do you realise anot
22 points to even qualify for poly
THE POINT IS
weihao where are you gonna go
you can;t rely on someone to push you
if you do good for you
if you don't
then how ?
are you gonna go ite
or actually push yourself

how many times have i heard that
how many times do you actually intend to stay true to your word
seriously dude
use your brain man
i got retained and it sucks
but at least i learn my mistake
so i hope you realise where your going
ITE
ITE LEH
~lowweihao~PHISH ROCKETS says:
i'm not.
hello i'm josh the nerd says:
THEN
~lowweihao~PHISH ROCKETS says:
if i start studying now, no
hello i'm josh the nerd says:
SHOW US YOUR NOT
fuck man
serious lah
fucking O's eh
get it in your head lah please lah
i want you to do well man
(shaun)anyway, it's more horrifying if you think about what you're going to do next time as your job, to earn money maybe for nadine and your kids . if you get married that is
(shaun)
it really sucks to have to try to make ends meet
(josh)
you think your gf want someone who can't support her is it ?
so do something about it
don't just tell us your gonna study if your not going to
which is what has happened many times
ask your dad for tuition
and if you want i can study with you if you want

ask shaun if he want
(shaun)
yes count me in
(josh)
okay see

we're here to help you lah
not scolding you
and DO homework hor
thats the first step
shaun make sure he does.


this is the most painful part
(shaun)

picture yourself
going home everyday
and the dissappointed faces of nadine and your kids
hungry, they would stare at you
however you have nothing to give them
you would have already lost your moobs from the past
(josh)

i need to break in at this point
you wouldn't even have nadine
girls want someone to support them
not someone who can';t.



so, weihao, what's the plan?


i want to give you a better future, and i'm gonna give you, i must give you.